“It started as fun. Truly.”
“She’s been begging not to come here?” Brenda’s eyes filled with horror. “I didn’t realize she hated it. She never said…”
I moved over to the tripod. I turned the phone so Brenda and Simon could see the raw, unedited footage of a four-year-old with red eyes being told to “remember her happy face.”
“Did she have to? Is this what your followers like?” I asked.
Brenda’s shoulders sagged. “It wasn’t supposed to be like this. I… the platform rewards longer videos. More engagement. More consistency. I thought she was having fun. Or maybe…” she looked at Monica, “maybe that’s just what I told myself.”
“Is this what your followers like?”
“No more,” I said. It wasn’t a request.
Brenda nodded immediately. “No more.”
She unclipped the phone from the tripod and opened the app. I saw the numbers. They were massive — six figures.
Brenda held the phone up and hit the “Record” button.
“This will be the last video I post,” she said in a heavy voice. “I let excitement and a desire for attention cloud my judgment. My granddaughter is a child, not a performer. I am sorry to her,” she looked directly at me, “and I am sorry to her parents.”
It wasn’t a request.
She stopped the recording and hit post. Then she deactivated the account.
I nodded at her. “Thank you.”
“Monica,” Brenda moved closer, “I am so, so sorry. I thought we were having fun together. I should have stopped the very first time you looked tired.”
Monica peeked out from the crook of my neck. “Can we still bake? Without the phone?”
Brenda’s eyes overflowed. “Yes.”
“I am so, so sorry.”
A week later, I watched Monica run into Brenda’s house like nothing ever happened. For the first time in weeks, I wasn’t worried about my daughter.
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