“Did she seem okay?”
Ryan rubbed both hands over his face. He looked exhausted, defeated, almost resigned.
“Her name is Sloane.”
At least now she had a name.
“Who is she?”
Again.
This time Ryan looked away. For a long while I thought he would not answer. Then he quietly said:
The words stopped me cold. Not loved. Not lost.
Hurt.
A strange feeling settled inside my chest. The story I had spent twelve years creating suddenly began to collapse.
“What does that mean?”
Ryan remained silent. Then he stood.
“Come inside.”
We sat at the kitchen table, the same table where we had celebrated birthdays, paid bills, and planned vacations. Yet suddenly it felt as though I was sitting across from a stranger.
“When I was 16, my dad was one of the most respected people in town.”
I frowned. His father had died years before I met Ryan, and everything I had ever heard about him had been positive. Teacher. Coach. Volunteer. One of those men everyone admired.
Ryan laughed bitterly.
“That’s the version everyone remembers.”
A knot formed in my stomach.
“Sloane accused him of something.” He stopped, swallowed, and tried again. “She said he’d crossed a line he never should have crossed.”
“What happened?”
Ryan looked directly at me.
“The town destroyed her.”
The words landed heavily.
“Nobody believed her.” His voice became quiet. “Not me. Not my mom. Not anyone.”
I felt sick.
“We called her a liar.” His eyes drifted toward the window. “We called her worse things, too.”
For the first time since I had known him, Ryan looked genuinely ashamed of the person he once had been.
“I was a kid,” he said. “But that’s not an excuse.”
Silence settled between us.
Then I asked the question I already knew the answer to.
“Was she telling the truth?”
Ryan closed his eyes.
“Yes.”
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