The blood draw came first.
Maya hated needles, but she held still.
I watched her jaw clench.
A purple band appeared around her arm where the tourniquet had been.
The nurse labeled the tubes and placed them in a plastic bag with a printed sticker.
Name.
Time.
Patient number.
Proof that my daughter’s pain had entered a system where someone else finally had to acknowledge it.
Then came the ultrasound.
The technician rolled the machine in and warmed the gel between her hands.
Maya flinched when the wand touched her stomach.
“I’m sorry, honey,” the technician said.
Maya stared at the ceiling tiles.
I stood near her shoes.
They were the same white sneakers she had worn to school all year, now loose because she had lost weight.
The room filled with the low hum of the machine.
Gray shapes moved across the screen.
I did not know what I was looking at.
