“You said I wasn’t supposed to.”
Her mother’s expression tightened.
Sometimes a rule that once made perfect sense becomes useless in the face of something larger.
She reached for her daughter’s hand.
“You were supposed to get help if you were in danger.”
The girl studied her.
“We were?”
“Yes.”
“All of us?”
“All of you.”
The answer seemed to settle something the child hadn’t known how to ask.
Then she touched the key hanging against her sweatshirt.
“He gave it back.”
Her mother looked at the string and briefly closed her eyes.
She remembered writing the note.
She remembered feeling faint more than once after returning home with the twins.
She remembered telling herself to stand up, drink water, make a call, do one more thing.
Then there was nothing until the hospital.
The note hadn’t been a grand plan.
It was the hurried thinking of an exhausted mother who knew she was getting worse and tried to leave breadcrumbs in case she couldn’t finish what she started.
