A teenage boy stood and stared at his own hands.
Sixty-one people.
I counted every one.
Sixty-one strangers and neighbors and parents and men and women I had passed in grocery stores and school hallways my whole life.
All on their feet.
All of them looking toward the back of the gym.
And at the very end, in the last row, my mother had gone completely still.
I watched her take it in.
I watched her look around, and look at me, and then, so slowly I almost didn't see it, press the back of her hand against her mouth.
She wasn't smiling.
She wasn't crying.
She looked like someone who had been handed a letter in a language she'd only half learned, and was beginning to understand that it was addressed to her.
Madison Haverford was still sitting in the third row.
She sat in the only seat in that section with someone standing on both sides of it, her mother on her left and a stranger on her right, and she looked suddenly very small.