Madison Haverford liked to carry her mother's Hermès Birkin through the cafeteria and say it cost more than my whole house.
Everybody laughed.
I let them.
My mother, Rhonda, made her living collecting bottles, cans, and old paper around Bakersfield, California.
Every night, I helped her sort them until it was too dark to see.
Her hands shook from exhaustion, but she always smiled.
"Keep studying, honey. One day you'll leave all this behind."
I always nodded.
But I never stopped feeling the sting of those whispers.
So I studied harder than anyone.
I tutored on weekends.
I stayed at the top of my class.
And still nobody invited me anywhere, and nobody sat beside me.
To them I would always be the girl who smelled like her mother's work.
Then came graduation night.
The gym was hot.
It smelled like floor wax and cut grass and hundreds of perfumes.