My mother's shoulders began to shake.
She didn't make a sound.
She just stood there in her good green dress with her boots planted on the floor, her whole body trembling, and tears running down to her chin.
"Mom," I said, into the microphone.
I wasn't supposed to.
I didn't care.
"Mom, I have to tell you something."
She looked up.
"I was ashamed of you," I said.
The gym fell silent again.
"Not a little. For years. Every morning I'd ride my bike two blocks past the school, so nobody would see me get off the truck. I told people we were just poor. I never said what you did. I let them call me names, and I let myself think that you were the reason."
My voice was breaking.
"I'm so sorry, Mom. I'm so sorry."
She came up the steps.
She crossed that stage in six long strides, and she took my face in both her rough, cracked hands.