On the cover, in her careful block capitals, a single word.
RETURNS.
I almost put it back.
Then I opened it.
It was a ledger.
Dates down the left.
Her slanted handwriting down the middle.
A column on the right that said only: Gave back.
I read the first page standing up.
Nov. 12. Brown wallet, $310, license (Mr. T. Lasker). Found in cardboard behind Pelletier's. Returned same day.
Feb. 3. Dentures in a napkin. Called the number on the case. Returned.
May 19. Wedding ring, gold, size 7. Pawnshop would've given $400. Returned to the church office.
There were pages and pages.
Dozens of pages.
In her pencil, in ink, sometimes in the margins of a grocery receipt taped to the paper.
At the very last entry, dated the winter I was ten, I stopped.
Dec. 14. Black leather handbag, big, heavy, orange box inside with ring (her mother's). $9,000 cash in envelope. Found on top of recycling bin outside the Rosewood Club after a charity dinner. Drove to address on card, 71 miles. Left with the owner at her gate. Mrs. G. Haverford. She cried. Did not ask me in.