Each gift was a postcard from a father who had never, ever stopped believing I’d come home. I cried through half of them and laughed through the rest.
On my fourteenth birthday, my father handed me a letter.
“I thought you might want to reconnect,” he said.
It was from Sophia. My best friend. The one who had moved away the same year Calvin moved in. I thought she’d forgotten me. She hadn’t. Her handwriting was the same. She still dotted her ‘i’s with little stars. We emailed. We FaceTimed. That summer, I visited her in California. Her parents hugged me like I’d never left. We stayed up until 3 AM, eating popcorn and talking about books, music, and the parallel universes our lives had become.
“You’re different now,” Sophia said one night, looking at me.
“You used to flinch when my dad raised his voice for the dog.”
“I don’t anymore,” I said. And I didn’t.
When Kylie turned eighteen, a message popped up on my Instagram. I know u probably hate me. But I need u to know I’m sorry. She was living in a group home.
Calvin and Annette had split. The money had run out. Her message was messy, scared. She told me Calvin had turned on them, too, after I was gone. That he’d told them if they weren’t cruel to me, he’d send them away. That they were just kids, and they were scared. I met her for coffee. I paid. She cried for an hour. I didn’t hug her.
But I listened. Noah called a few months later. He was twenty-two and in a recovery program. He said watching me (from a distance, online) thrive gave him hope.
“You don’t have to forgive us, Leah,” he said, his voice rough.
“I just… I’m glad you made it.” I hung up and cried. Not because I hated them. Because I finally understood. We were all his victims. But I was the one who got out first.
I was sixteen when Annette tried to return. She had finished court-ordered therapy. Completed parenting classes. She sent a letter. She wanted to talk.
“I’ve changed. I want to make things right.”
I agreed to meet. Not for her. For me. We met at a sterile, bright coffee shop. She looked… smaller. The venom was gone. She just looked tired.