I'm 80 and never remarried after my first love disappeared in Vietnam. Last week, a stranger who was identical to him handed me a blue box.

**Only Benjamin had called me Belle. **

**—Is it okay? **

**—Yes. **

** Edward's expression became heavy. **

**—His health is getting worse. **

**Behind Benjamin’s familiar traits, I saw another truth. **

**Edward was not only giving hope to a stranger. **

**He was preparing to lose his father. **

**—We can take her home,” Wren offered softly. **

**Edward closed the lid of the blue box. **

**—You don’t have to decide today. **

**Wren looked at me. **

**—No? **

**Place the ring carefully inside again. **

**—I have spent 62 years talking to Benjamin as if he could still hear me. **

**Even though my hands were still shaking, my voice had become firm. **

**—If you are close enough to respond, I will not wait another day. **

**I looked straight at Edward. **

**—Take me with him. **

**During the trip, I asked him if Benjamin had ever spoken about me. **

**—Remember emotions better than details,” Edward replied. Sometimes he talked about a yellow girl whose hands were shaking. **

**—Mine,” I whispered. **

**—The night before he left, I wore yellow because he said he looked like walking sun and that made him feel brave. **

**—Was he brave? **

**Edward smiled faintly. **

**—My father always said that courage meant being afraid but moving on anyway. **

**I smiled through the pain. **

**—That stole from me. **

**For a brief second, Edward looked so much like Benjamin that I had to turn to the window. **

**Me encontré imaginando la vida que podríamos haber compartido, y el hijo que nunca tuvimos.**

**Then I forced myself to ask the question I had been avoiding. **

**—Did you get married? **

** Edward's hands were squeezed around the wheel. **

**—Yes. **

**The only word struck louder than I expected. **

**—Who was she? **

**—My mother helped him recover after he returned. **

**—Yes. **

**—Did she know about me? **

**—I knew there had been someone before the war. He never knew his name. **

**—Did you love her? **

**Edward took several moments to respond. **

**—Yes. **

**Benjamin had survived, built another life and loved another woman. **

**Instead of feeling angry, I imagined a wounded young soldier trying to rebuild himself after losing almost everything he knew. **

**—Is she still alive? **

**—He passed away five years ago. **

**—I'm sorry. **

**—She was a good woman. **

**The words came out with difficulty. **

**That's how I knew they were true. **

**A staff member greeted us outside Benjamin's room. **

**—Puede que no la reconozca, Isobel. Por favor, no lo presione. Si se angustia, tendremos que terminar la visita.**

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