“Oh, how lovely.”
She lowered her voice.
“Grandma, he doesn't know how.”
I burst out laughing.
“I suspected as much.”
“Can you come help?”
I looked toward Thomas's photograph.
Then at the sunlight streaming across the floor.
I smiled.
“Of course, darling.”
“Really?”
“Really.”
She squealed.
“Dad! Grandma's coming!”
I heard Julian laugh in the background.
Then he took the phone.
“Morning, Mom.”
My heart warmed.
“Good morning, sweetheart.”
I picked up my handbag.
Then stopped in the doorway.
For a moment, I looked back at the home Thomas and I had shared.
So many memories.
So much love.
So much that had been imperfect.
I no longer needed to pretend otherwise.
Then I whispered:
“Goodbye for now, Thomas.”
I opened the door.
The morning air was warm.
Birds were singing.
Somewhere across town, an eleven-year-old girl was waiting for pancakes.
And a forty-six-year-old man was waiting for the mother he'd never expected to have.