Mother Caridad tightened her hand around hers.
“Then perhaps this journey begins with something ordinary.”
“What?”
“You are allowed to ask questions without apologizing for them.”
A faint smile appeared on Esperanza’s face.
“I may have many.”
“Good.”
They left the guest parlor together.
Before Mother Caridad locked the door, Esperanza looked back once at the blue curtains, the small wooden chest, and the dust disturbed by their search.
The room had kept her secrets for years.
Now, at last, it had given them back.
Sister Lucía received the news with concern but without surprise.
She sat in the kitchen feeding Miguel small spoonfuls of mashed pear while Tomás arranged slices of bread into a crooked tower.
“You always knew we would eventually reach this point,” she told Esperanza.
“I did not know there was a point to reach.”
Lucía wiped Miguel’s chin.
“You have never been as calm as you appeared.”
Esperanza sat across from her.
“Was it so obvious?”
“To me.”
“Why did you never say anything?”
“You were raising two children, recovering from two pregnancies, and trying to remain yourself in a house where everyone looked at you as though you were either blessed or hiding something.”
Lucía set the spoon down.
“I thought you needed one person who did not ask you to explain.”
Esperanza’s expression softened.
“You gave me that.”
“And now you need people who will help you ask.”
Tomás placed another piece of bread on his tower. It collapsed across the plate.
He stared at it in disappointment.
Lucía leaned toward him.
“That is what towers do when the bottom is too narrow.”
Tomás considered this.
“Build wide?”
“Exactly.”
Esperanza watched as he began again, this time placing two slices side by side.
Lucía lowered her voice.
“You are doing the same.”
Esperanza looked at her.
“Building wide?”
“Trying to.”
Miguel reached for the spoon, impatient with the pause in his meal.
Lucía laughed and gave it to him.
“You see? He believes he should manage his own breakfast.”
“He believes he should manage everything,” Esperanza said.
For a few minutes, the room felt normal.
That normality helped.
It reminded Esperanza that the journey ahead was not a departure from her life. It was part of caring for the life she already had.
“When I return,” she said, “I may know who they are connected to by blood.”
