The Quiet Promise Sister Esperanza Could No Longer Remember

“Where is Esperanza?”

“In the kitchen with the children.”

“May I examine her in the infirmary?”

Mother Caridad nodded.

As they walked, the doctor’s gaze moved over the corridors with an attention that seemed too deliberate. She glanced at the locked linen room, the chapel passage, and the narrow staircase leading toward the unused guest quarters.

Mother Caridad noticed.

“You are looking for something.”

“I am remembering the layout.”

“You have visited us for eleven years.”

“I know.”

They reached the infirmary door.

Mother Caridad took the handkerchief from her pocket and unfolded it.

The strip of tape lay in the center.

Doctor Paloma stared at it.

“Is it yours?” Mother Caridad asked.

“It is ordinary surgical tape.”

“That was not my question.”

Paloma’s eyes lifted.

“It could have come from my case during an earlier visit.”

“It was fresh.”

“How can you be certain?”

“It still had adhesive on it.”

The doctor pressed her lips together.

“Mother Caridad, let me examine Esperanza before we create explanations from scraps.”

“Very well.”

But when Paloma reached for the door, Mother Caridad said, “I have trusted you with the health of every woman in this convent.”

The doctor’s hand remained on the latch.

“I know.”

“I would like to continue doing so.”

Paloma turned.

There was no anger in her face. Only sadness.

“You may find,” she said softly, “that trust and complete knowledge are not always the same thing.”

Before Mother Caridad could answer, footsteps approached.

Sister Esperanza appeared with Lucía. Miguel slept in a cloth cradle against Lucía’s chest, while Tomás held her hand.

Esperanza looked from the doctor to Mother Caridad.

“You came quickly.”

“I wanted to make sure you were well,” Paloma said.

She opened the infirmary door.

“Shall we?”

The examination was gentle and brief.

Doctor Paloma asked Esperanza a series of questions, took her pulse, and carefully pressed her abdomen. She then opened a small leather pouch and prepared a test.

Mother Caridad stood by the window.

Sister Lucía waited outside with the children.

Esperanza sat on the edge of the narrow bed, watching the doctor’s hands.

“You seem tired,” Paloma said.

“I have two little ones.”

“That would explain much of it.”

“Will there be a third?”

“We will know soon.”

Esperanza looked at her.

“You already know.”

Paloma paused.

“What makes you say that?”

“The way you looked when you entered.”

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