De repente recordé lo que había visto a través de la ventana.
Jack había levantado la mano hacia su rostro.
Pero no estaba fumando.
My fear had made me misunderstand everything.
However, there was still a question that did not leave me alone.
“Then why did you hide all this from me?”
Martha lowered her head.
“Because I asked him. I wanted to prove I could get it before I told you. I've made you so many promises and broken so many that I was ashamed to make you another.
What about the smell of cigarettes in children’s jackets?
—Eso fue culpa mía —admitió—. Al principio todavía fumaba en la cocina. Ellos se sentaban a mi lado y yo estaba tan concentrada en mi propia lucha que no me daba cuenta del peligro al que los estaba exponiendo.
He took me by the hand.